8/9/18 -- 6:07 PM
I'm looking into graduate schools again. Kenzie's interested in Cargenie Melon.
So now I'm interested in Carnegie Melon.
Is this a long-term thing?
Or just a Summer-time fling?
We should really have that conversation.
But I'm so hesitant to initiate it?
I don't know what we're going for or working towards. And I want to find out.
But I also _don't_ want to find out. Because what if it doesn't line up?
What am I doing.
In other news, I've gone vegan. That along with no drinking and no smoking
basically leaves me as a completely unrecognizable person. It's very
interesting. I haven't noticed too many changes personality-wise, but they might
just be things only other people could pick up on.
Life is just so surreal nowadays. I have no idea what is going on anymore. I'm
just sort of rolling with it, but differently than I used to. I'm not sure what
to think about anything at this point.
Maybe it's best to not think too much.
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8/9/18 -- 7:54 PM
Apparently we're dating.
Fucking sick. =)
I'm very happy right now. Like, stupid happy. And I guess she's thinking about
it being a long-term, serious thing. Because she asked me to go on college
visits with her.
I think I'd follow her wherever.
I should have been revising my shit.
How do I get letters of rec at this point?
Carnegie Melon has a sick philosophy Ph.D program.
This ought to be good.
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